The title speaks for itself, “nowhere to go but up”. When you have hit the bottom of something in this case my emotions, there is no where to go but up. Things do have a way of correcting itself or balancing itself. With that said obviously you can tell things are on an upswing. First [...]

I’m really hesitant about writing this post. I don’t know what sort of backlash this will cause but if I can’t get it out here then where can I get it out? I had someone in my life .. who meant the world to me when we were together. There wasn’t a day that went [...]

What the fuck is my problem. I’m never happy with anything. Just when things are looking like they are about to work themselves out .. i get totally fucked. I’m convinced God has a vendetta against me. Just because I stopped believing in Catholicism .. I feel like I been getting dumps taken on me. [...]

You Grew Cold.. What happen to you? You were Alive.. Why did you give up? You beat with love.. Now you beat with anguish.. How did you get this way? Was it all those lies… Was it all those hateful words.. Now your cold and lifeless.. Giving yourself to no one.. Will you ever become [...]

Again It’s been a while since I have written here. I’m going to be dumping all my writings in here from now on. I’m sick of this blog or dirtydalerz.com not being updated. Which will both change. I have been busy getting NyLiBeerpong.com off the ground. We just had our big March Madness 2007 Tournament [...]

I honestly always have so much shit to write about but never actually put it down. I usually save it for my notebook in my backpack, which is usually more the ‘darker’ stuff I write about or stuff that would get me in trouble with other people/friends. Funny how I censor myself for my own [...]

Yes, I am still here and kicking .. thing is i been writing a lot in a notebook I carry around with me in my backpack. Usually when I’m in the mood i’ll open it up and write down a few thoughts .. lyrics .. feelings .. no real structure but just a little something. [...]